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Tulpas - Controlled Multiple Personalities

infinityshock

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Signa said:
I'm not debating that Jews run a lot of important shit. I'm saying that there is no conspiracy. Could it be, that the same genetic and/or cultural qualities that makes blacks inferior to you also boost the Jews standing in society? Think about it, if something causes blacks to suck, why can't the same natural forces make another group above average? Why does there have to be a secret council of Jews trying to take over the world instead of a lot of above average individuals doing above average things?
regardless of a kike conspiracy, what cant be disputed is the overwhelming quantity of proof that kikes are, in fact, involved in a conspiracy against the entire world.

ive had a most unfortunate experience with a sjw. the only reason i spent such an effort at not telling her what a fucked-up fruitbasket she was is to get into her panties. her belief in life was that she should be able to sit at her mothers house, smoke her happy herbage, futz around all day on facebook, and literally not attend her kids at all. according to her, her mother and baby-daddy were the ones who were s'posed to provide her financial needs. her pharmaceutical needs were met by male druggies trying to get into her pants.

she spends her day going through her 5,000 friends' facebook pages and reading about how the world is fucked up, all the forests are melting and the glaciers are burning and were all going to die because the NSA is implanting memories into our minds and keeping us locked in a 'matrix' reality and and and and...

i am not exaggerating when i say it caused me actual physical discomfort in my brain to adjust my mental processing to try to comprehend her fucked up outlook on life and even more fucked up grasp on reality.

she called me to her house one time to keep her company and 'protect' her because the garbage truck stopped for too long at her neighbors house (i was listening to the conversation over the phone) and she accused them of being sex traffickers.

this is the exact same mental flaw that allows people to see things that arent there...regardless of what theyre called. its an inability to properly process information to discern reality from what mis-firing neurons are literally shitting into the central nervous system.
Sounds about right for leftists again. God, it's amazing how bad social media fucked up the world in just a decade.
jesus fuck, lanny...your quote system sucks a giant festering niggers dick. this shit is wholly incomprehensible. its the same pyramid quoting bullshit they used on BBSs back in the 80s before anyone knew how to do the internetsing thing and stopped doing it. fix it.

anyways.

dont make this about me. it has nothing to do with me other than 'me' being the one making the posts. what it has to do with is a demonstrated trend of behaviors exhibited by the species as a whole. the demonstrated behaviors of a species as a whole being completely incompatible with a western, human civilization. before you think you have a better observation on the true behaviors of the nigger species, youre going to need to have spent time in several different countries in africa as well as haiti to see for yourself how the nigger species truly behaves in its natural environment. the reason niggers dont have jobs and are incarcerated at such high numbers is because theyre vermin...not because whitey is keeping them down. go google 'general butt naked' and read a few articles about the liberian killing sprees. one of the few times western media paid any attention to nigger antics.

this isnt about anyones opinion. this is about facts demonstrated time and time again.

kikes arent smarter or more capable than anyone else. its their sneaky, underhanded, and deceptive tactics that give them a misperceived edge on any other species. the kikes, as the niggers have done, have demonstrated over 3,000 years or so their incompatibility of modern western civilization via their parasitic behaviors. no, whitey didnt kick the kikes out of virtually every civilization they infested because whitey was being a meanie. whitey kicked the kikes out because the kikes were causing strife and discord. go read some history. sound familiar?

its not that the kikes run a lot of shit, its their practice of doing so on the backs of everyone else...including their own ilk if thats how it serves their purpose. as i said in a previous post: read thru the writings of kikes that are intended to be read by other kikes. they show their true colors when the goyim arent around.

most prevalent social media outlet: facebook
who owns facebook. a kike.

google/jewtube:
owned by a kike.
 

Arnox

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juicebox said:
I might've accidentally made one of these as a teenager. I was very very lonely as a teenager, I had no one. Shitty family, "friends" that would betray me regularly but I still talked to them because I had no one else.


Now, at 23 and somewhat socially adjusted, It's still there, for better or worse. It definitely interferes with relationships with other humans. It tends to be rather negative, but, as it's a "logical" sort of negative, I can't say it's presence is decidedly negative. For example, I'll think "maybe I should give this person another chance," it will say "how many times does this person have to fuck you over before you'll tell them to fuck off?" or it will tell me that the new person I'm trying to make friends/partners with is out to get me, but I'll ignore it, chalking it up to my own paranoia. But it never seems to be wrong.


It's like a more cold, logical, dissociated version of myself, or what I would be like if I gave absolutely zero fucks about anything or anyone, but definitely feels like a separate entity. I've tried to get rid of it a few times, but it either doesn't leave or it returns within a week or so, and when it does leave it's like there's a huge empty hole in my life.


It acts like, and wants me to believe that it's female, but I think that if it is a separate being from myself, that it's genderless and tries to make me believe that it's female so that I'll accept it more easily.


It interferes most with romantic relationships, always telling me that the person I'm with is only out to get me, or to use me for something. But, as stated above, it never seems to be wrong.


I've been diagnosed with several mental illnesses and I've always chalked it up to that, although I don't fully believe in the idea of "mental illness" as described by "professionals" in the field. Maybe it's actually a "tulpa," although I've never felt like I was in control of it.


I've never admitted any of this to anyone ever, online or IRL.
The good news is you can get rid of it. Bad news is it won't be easy. But I think you already knew that.

To dissipate a tulpa, you basically need to stop thinking about it as a separate entity. You come to terms with the fact that it's really just you all along. You reassociate that part of your mind with yourself and reclaim that space as your own again. Furthermore, once you've done that, you stop giving the tulpa attention. This is what tulpas feed on. If you simply deprive them of that, they will go away eventually. Of course it will try to distract you to get you to think of it again. Naturally, you will, so when it happens, remember that it's really just yourself and resume ignoring them.

That is all assuming you truly want to be rid of them though. In your case, the first thing I would do ironically has nothing to do with your tulpa. You should simply associate with better people. Better company. Then once you've done that, tell your tulpa that it's time to stop. That you're miserable and it's time to change that. Give them a chance to change too along with you. But if they keep refusing, then you have two options. Either change who they are on a fundamental level or dissipate them.
 

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infinityshock said:
kikes arent smarter or more capable than anyone else. its their sneaky, underhanded, and deceptive tactics that give them a misperceived edge on any other species.
I dunno, if they're winning so hard, that sounds like they're smarter and more capable to me. Can't argue with results, right?

Or is it simply the white man's sense of honor that prevents them from stooping to such lows in order to come out on top? They'd rather lose honorably?

But okay, back to tulpas. Is there any evidence of these things? Is there any serious scientific study into this area? I doubt it.
It makes me irrationally uncomfortable to see you (Arnox) speaking as an authority on this subject. I want to grab you by the collar and shake you until you admit it's all fake.

But that's because I care. I care and I worry.
 

infinityshock

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Houseman said:
infinityshock said:
kikes arent smarter or more capable than anyone else. its their sneaky, underhanded, and deceptive tactics that give them a misperceived edge on any other species.
I dunno, if they're winning so hard, that sounds like they're smarter and more capable to me. Can't argue with results, right?

Or is it simply the white man's sense of honor that prevents them from stooping to such lows in order to come out on top? They'd rather lose honorably?

But okay, back to tulpas. Is there any evidence of these things? Is there any serious scientific study into this area? I doubt it.
It makes me irrationally uncomfortable to see you (Arnox) speaking as an authority on this subject. I want to grab you by the collar and shake you until you admit it's all fake.

But that's because I care. I care and I worry.
theyre not winning...thats the best part. all theyre succeeding at is pissing off whitey. the other aspect of kike-dom is the ingrained sense of victimization, masochism, and their perpetual talent at utterly and completely failing. hell, their biggest holidays are based on their victimization.

what kind of psychological damage has to be done to the psyche of every male kike knowing that their dick was sucked by another male. that isnt 'winning'...that is religious doctrine enforced faggotry.

back to the fake-friends...arnie has already admitted to, and acknowledged, that these fucking aberrations dont exist in reality and are nothing more than a mental disorder.
 

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Houseman said:
infinityshock said:
kikes arent smarter or more capable than anyone else. its their sneaky, underhanded, and deceptive tactics that give them a misperceived edge on any other species.
I dunno, if they're winning so hard, that sounds like they're smarter and more capable to me. Can't argue with results, right?

Or is it simply the white man's sense of honor that prevents them from stooping to such lows in order to come out on top? They'd rather lose honorably?

But okay, back to tulpas. Is there any evidence of these things? Is there any serious scientific study into this area? I doubt it.
It makes me irrationally uncomfortable to see you (Arnox) speaking as an authority on this subject. I want to grab you by the collar and shake you until you admit it's all fake.

But that's because I care. I care and I worry.
Not quite sure what you're worried about here. As to proof, that's easy. Dissociative Identity Disorder cases show that it's perfectly possible for multiple personalities to exist in the same body. Are you actually legit worried that I've made myself insane?

(And let me just head you off at the pass there, IS. "hurr hurr you're already a confirmed lunatic")
 

infinityshock

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Arnox said:
Houseman said:
I dunno, if they're winning so hard, that sounds like they're smarter and more capable to me. Can't argue with results, right?

Or is it simply the white man's sense of honor that prevents them from stooping to such lows in order to come out on top? They'd rather lose honorably?

But okay, back to tulpas. Is there any evidence of these things? Is there any serious scientific study into this area? I doubt it.
It makes me irrationally uncomfortable to see you (Arnox) speaking as an authority on this subject. I want to grab you by the collar and shake you until you admit it's all fake.

But that's because I care. I care and I worry.
Not quite sure what you're worried about here. As to proof, that's easy. Dissociative Identity Disorder cases show that it's perfectly possible for multiple personalities to exist in the same body. Are you actually legit worried that I've made myself insane?

(And let me just head you off at the pass there, IS. "hurr hurr you're already a confirmed lunatic")
yea. multiple personality disorder. keyword being 'disorder'

jesus fucking shit, arnie. it all makes sense now. at first it seemed all the 'members' of this site were just unterbeta orbiters whos tongues were firmly lapping the depths of your transverse colon and suffered from the same mental disorders of distortion of reality...flagrantly committing every misdeed you ban others for without getting so much as a warning.

there are no other members here that post regularly other than you and me. you psychotic fruitbasket...every frequent poster on this site is one of your alts. or in your arnie-ese terminology: a toopa...hoopla...toopla...chalupa...whatever.

youre an idiot.
 

Arnox

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infinityshock said:
yea. multiple personality disorder. keyword being 'disorder'

jesus fucking shit, arnie. it all makes sense now. at first it seemed all the 'members' of this site were just unterbeta orbiters whos tongues were firmly lapping the depths of your transverse colon and suffered from the same mental disorders of distortion of reality...flagrantly committing every misdeed you ban others for without getting so much as a warning.

there are no other members here that post regularly other than you and me. you psychotic fruitbasket...every frequent poster on this site is one of your alts. or in your arnie-ese terminology: a toopa...hoopla...toopla...chalupa...whatever.

youre an idiot.
Holy hell. 5+ tulpas????



Reminds me of Half-Blood Prince where Tom Riddle talks about splitting his soul into seven fucking pieces.
 

infinityshock

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Arnox said:
infinityshock said:
yea. multiple personality disorder. keyword being 'disorder'

jesus fucking shit, arnie. it all makes sense now. at first it seemed all the 'members' of this site were just unterbeta orbiters whos tongues were firmly lapping the depths of your transverse colon and suffered from the same mental disorders of distortion of reality...flagrantly committing every misdeed you ban others for without getting so much as a warning.

there are no other members here that post regularly other than you and me. you psychotic fruitbasket...every frequent poster on this site is one of your alts. or in your arnie-ese terminology: a toopa...hoopla...toopla...chalupa...whatever.

youre an idiot.
Holy hell. 5+ tulpas????



Reminds me of Half-Blood Prince where Tom Riddle talks about splitting his soul into seven fucking pieces.
dont play coy with me young man. your gig is up.

lanny had his long-term schitzo episode of pretending to be a woman...now your shtick is having an entire website with only one person talking to himself via multiple different subsets of his psyche.

you should seek help.
 

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infinityshock said:
dont play coy with me young man. your gig is up.

lanny had his long-term schitzo episode of pretending to be a woman...now your shtick is having an entire website with only one person talking to himself via multiple different subsets of his psyche.

you should seek help.
Well if that's really the case, then you'd think I'd have my "alts" talk more and make more threads.
 

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Arnox said:
infinityshock said:
dont play coy with me young man. your gig is up.

lanny had his long-term schitzo episode of pretending to be a woman...now your shtick is having an entire website with only one person talking to himself via multiple different subsets of his psyche.

you should seek help.
Well if that's really the case, then you'd think I'd have my "alts" talk more and make more threads.
what I think is that you should seek help and stop playing with invisible friends.
 

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Arnox said:
Not quite sure what you're worried about here. As to proof, that's easy. Dissociative Identity Disorder cases show that it's perfectly possible for multiple personalities to exist in the same body.
Except that there's disagreement among experts as to whether or not this condition exists, or if someone is just acting, so that doesn't do much to convince me.

Are you actually legit worried that I've made myself insane?
I'm worried that one day you'll get beaten up by the school bullies for talking about tulpas
 

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Houseman said:
Arnox said:
Not quite sure what you're worried about here. As to proof, that's easy. Dissociative Identity Disorder cases show that it's perfectly possible for multiple personalities to exist in the same body.
Except that there's disagreement among experts as to whether or not this condition exists, or if someone is just acting, so that doesn't do much to convince me.

Are you actually legit worried that I've made myself insane?
I'm worried that one day you'll get beaten up by the school bullies for talking about tulpas
theyve done actual neural imagining that shows different areas of the brain 'lighting up' in different, unique ways depending on which personality was dominant.
 

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Houseman said:
Except that there's disagreement among experts as to whether or not this condition exists, or if someone is just acting, so that doesn't do much to convince me.
And those disagreeing "experts" are wrong. Just trust me on that one. Regardless of what you think about tulpas, DID is some fucked up shit, and evidence is overwhelmingly in favor of its validity. The amount of trauma that kids go through to get DID is just...

If you don't believe me, go read some first-hand accounts for yourself. Although I wouldn't entirely recommend it due to how depressing it is. Therapists who deal with it have to have regular time-off or else they suffer breakdowns.
 

infinityshock

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Arnox said:
Houseman said:
Except that there's disagreement among experts as to whether or not this condition exists, or if someone is just acting, so that doesn't do much to convince me.
And those disagreeing "experts" are wrong. Just trust me on that one. Regardless of what you think about tulpas, DID is some fucked up shit, and evidence is overwhelmingly in favor of its validity. The amount of trauma that kids go through to get DID is just...

If you don't believe me, go read some first-hand accounts for yourself. Although I wouldn't entirely recommend it due to how depressing it is. Therapists who deal with it have to have regular time-off or else they suffer breakdowns.
because they're weak. I've read...and first-hand spoken with...individuals who have gone through childhood and adult traumas. it's not that big of a deal and the therapist trying to make it a big deal are exaggerating. the overwhelming majority of psychologists get into that line of work precisely so they can enjoy the heartache of others.
 

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infinityshock said:
the overwhelming majority of psychologists get into that line of work precisely so they can enjoy the heartache of others.
Do you have any data, sources, facts, or testimonials to corroborate your assertion here?
 

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Signa said:
infinityshock said:
the overwhelming majority of psychologists get into that line of work precisely so they can enjoy the heartache of others.
Do you have any data, sources, facts, or testimonials to corroborate your assertion here?
personal observation.

taking psychology with several instructors.

dating one which in turn opened up access to multiple others in non-professional setting.
 

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infinityshock said:
Signa said:
Do you have any data, sources, facts, or testimonials to corroborate your assertion here?
personal observation.

taking psychology with several instructors.

dating one which in turn opened up access to multiple others in non-professional setting.
I was hoping for links to articles or something I could read. You haven't been a very trustworthy conversation partner, so I hope you can forgive me for not taking your word at face value.
 

infinityshock

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Signa said:
infinityshock said:
personal observation.

taking psychology with several instructors.

dating one which in turn opened up access to multiple others in non-professional setting.
I was hoping for links to articles or something I could read. You haven't been a very trustworthy conversation partner, so I hope you can forgive me for not taking your word at face value.
i provide information. you can do with it what you will
 
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