So what's everyone up to? Yes, that means you.

[juicebox]

Listening to my new favorite band

[Youtube]https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Z0iiGxGS8sY[/youtube]

I've always loved the older Nightwish albums. I didn't think there were any other good power/symphonic metal bands out there with that "operatic" vocal style until I heard one from this group

Absolutely amazing.

 

[Tony]

I got my welfare monies, gonna buy vape juice, coils for the vape, coffee and weed.

Gonna get lit tonight boys.

 

[juicebox]

I got my welfare monies, gonna buy vape juice, coils for the vape, coffee and weed.

Gonna get lit tonight boys.

Nice. Gotta pack up all my shit and move the hell out of here, if all goes according to plan I'll have some artificial motivation here in a few minutes

 

[juicebox]

Listening to my new favorite band

[Youtube]https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Z0iiGxGS8sY[/youtube]

I've always loved the older Nightwish albums. I didn't think there were any other good power/symphonic metal bands out there with that "operatic" vocal style until I heard one from this group

Absolutely amazing.

I didn't think we even had Sunday delivery here, but I got my new CDs today



Definitely my new favorite band

 

[juicebox]

Hate to triple post, but since no one else is replying:

Might be picking up 1.75g of methylated phenethylamines later

 

[Arnox]

Hate to triple post, but since no one else is replying

Well since it's this thread

 

[BitXdDimensional]

Me, I'm probably about to record some UT2004 Onslaught gameplay. Modded of course.

Breaking things and making them work again :)

 

[Tony]

Smoking the international herb and playing video games. I'm also involved in some covert sh eye t

 

[juicebox]

Hate to triple post, but since no one else is replying:

Might be picking up 1.75g of methylated phenethylamines later

This was an insanely bad idea

 

[Guilion]

Being depressed and trying my hardest to isolate myself from the world. Other than that, working.

Fun times?

 

[Arnox]

Being depressed and trying my hardest to isolate myself from the world.

If you're still depressed when you're isolated, might as well be social and depressed.

 

[Guilion]

Being depressed and trying my hardest to isolate myself from the world.

If you're still depressed when you're isolated, might as well be social and depressed.

Not a good idea for other parties involved, I tend to be extremely toxic when depressed :blank:

 

[Arnox]

If you're still depressed when you're isolated, might as well be social and depressed.

Not a good idea for other parties involved, I tend to be extremely toxic when depressed :blank:

You seemed perfectly socialable on the Discord. You were a kewl guy.

Who destroyed me with the Flak Cannon a fair few times.

 

[Signa]

If you're still depressed when you're isolated, might as well be social and depressed.

Not a good idea for other parties involved, I tend to be extremely toxic when depressed :blank:

The hardest thing about being depressed is the things that get you out of the depression fastest are the things that you just do NOT want to do while depressed. If you can push past that wall, you'll have a much easier time getting over your mood. Things like exercise and being outside are hard to get started on, but all that extra oxygen makes all the difference.

 

[juicebox]

Not a good idea for other parties involved, I tend to be extremely toxic when depressed :blank:

The hardest thing about being depressed is the things that get you out of the depression fastest are the things that you just do NOT want to do while depressed. If you can push past that wall, you'll have a much easier time getting over your mood. Things like exercise and being outside are hard to get started on, but all that extra oxygen makes all the difference.

I've found that when I'm depressed (roughly 80 percent of the time), the only way to make myself feel better is to make it worse, that way "normal" feels better

Trying to find something else that works though because I'm pretty sure that's going to be the death of me one day

Drugs used to help, not anymore

Sleep deprivation works but side effects are too numerous and my job requires absolute precision and presence of mind for 12 hours a day, 5-7 days per week

 

[Guilion]

You seemed perfectly socialable on the Discord. You were a kewl guy.

Who destroyed me with the Flak Cannon a fair few times.

That was mostly because I was trying to have fun and forget about my issues (As I think everyone should for those times when playing with friends.

Give me a more serious setting and a couple of hours and I will probably be yelling at you for some random petty shit.

The hardest thing about being depressed is the things that get you out of the depression fastest are the things that you just do NOT want to do while depressed. If you can push past that wall, you'll have a much easier time getting over your mood. Things like exercise and being outside are hard to get started on, but all that extra oxygen makes all the difference.

That doesn't quite work for me, the thing about me and depression is that I usually get into it and out of it by working (Be it either personal projects or just plain, normal work), as in not working makes me depressed and working usually keeps me busy.

The issue that I'm having right now is that I don't want to work for the company that I'm working on but my contract doesn't expire until January, therefore I cannot work on personal projects that I want to work on because usually when I get home (Sometimes after work schedules of 12 or more hours) I'm so tired that I don't want to do anything but relax and I fucking hate the work that I'm doing right now for various ethical and professional reasons that I don't feel going into right now.

So it's not easy for me, I've been trying to keep myself busy with several smaller projects around the house like setting up network security (Including building and configuring a firewall) and renovating/giving maintenance to all computers and hardware but ultimately I'm starting to run out of shit to do.